

When the Lights Go Out: Cross the Night

On the Other Side of the Night is a deeply reflective narrative nonfiction work that explores fear, faith, leadership, and the quiet courage required when life interrupts certainty. It is about decision-making under terror, trusting life again, and discovering peace when nothing feels safe.It is about standing at the intersection of knowledge and emotion, where logic cannot quiet the heart, and courage must be summoned without guarantees. This story explores what it means to choose peace without knowing the outcome, to trust life when control slips away, and to move forward when every instinct wants to freeze. It is about the unseen battles—decision fatigue, anticipatory grief, identity disruption, and the quiet reckoning with one’s own mortality.
This is a story of agency reclaimed, of fear faced—not conquered, but walked through. It is about discovering that strength does not always roar; sometimes it whispers. It is about surrender that is not defeat, and faith that shows up as steadiness rather than certainty. Ultimately, this book is an offering of hope—for anyone navigating diagnosis or divorce, loss or leadership, illness or irreversible change. It is for those paralyzed by fear, searching for peace, and wondering if they will recognize themselves on the other side.
This is not a story of survival alone.
It is a story of becoming.
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